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[15 Dec 2006|09:33pm] |
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ive beeen ignoring livejournal for so long.
please wish me all the luck in the world for my n results.
and im sick.
work has beeen veryy tiring but im okayy with it.
cos im more comfortable with the people in zara noww.
visit me loves.
=))
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[04 Nov 2006|01:26pm] |
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okayy.
gonna update this real quick.
im not gonna update for awhile.
cos of hari raya and gotta get ready cos im starting work next week.
a few recommendations:
starbuck's caramel frap's the ultimate.
D.O.A isnt exactly a must to watch but its quite worth it.
listen to more evanescence's songs and the used.
go to ngee ann city, zara. =)
til then, im still going to be online but will be rarely next week onwards.
hectic !
=D
okayy, toorah !
OHHH, and go to my msn livespaces for pics !
ive changed my life.
so whatteverr.
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| when he leaves, do you follow? |
[25 Oct 2006|07:32pm] |
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first and foremost,
selamat hari raya ! maaf zahir dan batin.
its already hari raya. so bloody fast. ahaha. and the spirit wasnt even there laaaa.
dunno why.
but i had loads of fun on the first day, yesterday.
cos family and relatives whom were all of different culture came over.
it was really a blast.
okayy, done.
in 15 mins, some other people coming.
dun really know whu laa.
and im tired.
haha.
eve of hari raya, was quite hectic.
haha.
did hair, went to pick up my kebaya went abit shopping.
up and down the malls of tampines.
hahaha.
quite funn !
and amira is jealous of my hair !!
hahaha.
and relatives said the same thing.
hoho !
okayy, bye !!
gotta get ready since no more maid working ard the house, it seems i hafta set up and everything.
pfffft !
=)
" i, myself dunnno what went wrong? and i doubt anyone can help. "
" well then, sometimes its better to just let go.. "
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| my east coast hustlers. |
[22 Oct 2006|11:22pm] |
heyy.
the whole day at home !
did some cornflakes thing with sis and helped momma out with the household chores.
actually not much laaaa.
haha.
wanted to go and get my hari raya bag but momma said she didnt wann sis to know about it cos shes afraid my sis would start asking momma for money. alaaa, all this normal laa rightt.
and my sis didnt bring me to geylang at all this fasting month !
thats not likely her mann.
she and my bro not talking somemore.
i dunnno laa this family.
and im damn happy the maid's back to her attap house.
the friggin annoying, vainpot pest !
and i kinda like it that shes not around only now i hafta clean more part of the house laa.
like shit !
and and HAHA.
i dun even know how to operate the damn washing machine.
heeee !
okayy monday !
sch's having this deeparaya celebration.
hafta be in school as per norm and release at 1030.
thats more like it doesnt it.
well as ive said tmr's hectic !!
lots of things to do and i hafta be home early !
cann make it laaaaa.
okayy, im tired !
ohh, god.
please give me a reason.
im down on bended knee.
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| its all said and done. |
[21 Oct 2006|11:45pm] |
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okayy.
damn it been three weeks since i typed anything here.
well, all i can say. alot of drama has happened.
people who couldnt mind their own business but decide to blog about immaturity and how people should blog.
when its your blog, its your own wish to how you want it written or decorated.
dont like it, just get your fuck face out and shuddup.
just cos you're dissing other fellow bloggers about how embarrasing or whattsoever thieir posts are, you're hip now laaa.
even i keep my comments to myself. i dont dissed about other bloggers here.
ohh, well !
anyways, hari raya is finally here ! in three days time that is.
yes i cant wait and this monday is gonna be hectic for me. freaking hectic.
with baju kebaya pickups. hairs and accessories. deeparaya show in school.
woahh ! but never mind only monday.
just got back from geylang with momma. i must hand it to her yaw !
i mean geylang was freaking, effing, really, totally and every other word which also means very, was jam packed.
not only the peoples okayy. the roads were jammed as well.
and since only 3 days to raya, of cos the stall holders are selling everything off.
keciannn (pity) momma.
and got this matrep pushing this prem can bumped into my mom and just shook his head but when he saw my reaction, he said sorry. haha. so i guess not all matreps are egoistic laa. and when hes pushing the prem and everything. must be a sensitive matrep !
WELL ANYWAYS.
i wanted green this year but gotten an orange kebaya instead.
okayy laa. something different every year.
yesterday : 20102006.
went to sent back the application form together with other personal documents to the Zara manager.
heeeee! yupyup. Z A R A at ngee ann city.
together with my nanii and my amira and yat, is, mahdi and sharul.
okayy, thenn went to peninsular.
suppose to go and meet with mashita but there was no time.
so nevermind laa. she had plans as well.
then the three girls went to geylang and the boys head home.
after buying the delicious, SUPERB ( says nanii ) burger ramly, we went to the block opposite the malay village to eat.
we finished eating. and nanii made some LAMEST but very funny joke ( requested by nanii not to elaborate it here ) that made me laugh like nobody's business and apparently i didnt realize i did funny hand signs and both my loves were making fun of it.
okayy, nevermind. thks to nanii's lamest joke ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
stoopid dogg uh.
then walk walk around geylang, hi here and hi there and go home !
okayy, im tired !
and and, i'll be doing a new blog soon.
really soon.
maybe this would be more personal or a new change, it depends laaaa.
=)
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| confessions part three. |
[28 Sep 2006|12:20pm] |
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okayy. freaking N is in 4 days time. come to think of it, all i really need is to concentrate on english. just english. no? okayy mayb a few more reliable subs like chem and lit. hate this combine, combine subs mann. i swear after n's im going to enjoy the rest of the holidays like theres no tomorrow and nobody is gonna stop me. haha. fasting month has been greaat. thats all i can say. haha.
going to go northlight later and finish art. haha. did studying yesterday but totally left out art. totally. after studying for close to 4 hours which again i feel very proud of, went off to meet the many, many loves and hung out.
i know ive been holding on for quite some time now and ive realize somehow that it aint a waste of time. many many tears were shed and of cos feeling regretful was thought of but now it doesnt even feel wrong. i know the split wasnt due to any loser or a cheat. and many loves thought that it was a waste letting it go and i used to think of that too but its the other way around now and i dont even know why. all i know is ive never felt anything like how i did few months ago. i could never explain that feeling and still thinking about it. and everytime i get woken up whenever i just day dreamed and i never did get sicked of those love songs. and i wont deny of still thinking of those days when you held my hands and we'll just embraced in each other's arms. the never ending mutters of iloveyous and that one beautiful sunset. not forgetting how horrible i cried on the date of departure and a few days back. it all still lingers and im still reminiscing. and if you're still, i know you'll never forget about us. im never gonna regret and with each passing day of disappoinment, i wont be ashamed to say that im still hoping.
im saying it nice and sweet.
3SM family doesnt owe/establish any grounds or provokes anyone in a sense of stirring matters up. 3SM is more of a family that gets together harmoniously doing recreational activities together or in other words activities that doesnt harm others but brings joy to the family. 3SM mind their own business and doesnt even spare a minute to think that our presence gives much curiosity to others. 3SM doesnt ask for popularity and all it asks is for the family to be happy with each other presence and in the hands of God. 3SM are a bunch of civilised people and they do not need all the unnecessary attention from losers that sees 3SM as a threat. so any controversy or tiny tiny matters, for eg, trying mentally to pull 3SM down, isnt gonna affect 3SM one bit and so losers just continue to tire yourselves ya.
need to get momma. shes alone at tm now.
She loves you for who you are.
Your every touch, every word you say and everything
you do.
like you used to.
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| the quiet struggle to let go. |
[27 Sep 2006|02:41pm] |
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okayy. the past two days has been really satisfying. ive really drown myself in the books and feel quite proud. WTH. anyways, im almost, only almost done with the art sketches. forgotten how many. did bio and chem tys. im going to do maths later. and im feeling abit hungry. throughout the last four days of fasting only today ive begin to feel the hunger but no worries. heee !
gosh, N levels is in 5 days time. sheeshh !! im gonna get a 2 mann for english. haha. gotten 3 for perlims. i know i can do better. and art. im so gonna take back the 2 i used to get. haiyakk. and pass top 3 subs can go sec 5. malay how many eyy. 1 impossible laa. mayb 3. all together, 7. can laa can. haha. wth ! cannot must aim higher. and its not just about passing three only. im plannin poly after sec 5 so im tryin to pass 5 subs for n's. yupyup. fat hope siaa.
im beginnin to miss the old peoples. really. miss all the joy and laughter. well, cant deny that everyone is very busy with school and major exams. just hoping that one of these days we'll get together again. merely hoping but yeahs.
the little things that makes me smile.
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[25 Sep 2006|09:32pm] |
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HADY HADY HADY !
okayy, hady won the belt this year mann. yessa ! haha.
i was so worried. damn worried that jon's was about to be it. and tho i dun mind jon but i really really wanted hady to win the title. haha. and i screamed so loud man. haha. dammit all the voting was worth it !
"like so the wow !!," said khuz. and bir was all vote for hady knoww. and i had many many people reminding me to vote for hady. damn it was nerve-wrecking laa. haha.
HO HO. HADY !
okayy.
i woke up late for school but it was cool after i heard that none of the teachers came.
so i was all relieved. heee ! just hung out with the 3SM family todayy.
today we did the lyrics. freakingly cool. haha.
and im going crazy laaaa ! seriously. i need to call down my best buds mann. and of cos my 3SM family. HAH !
okayy, bye.
walk away.
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[24 Sep 2006|11:19pm] |
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i just gotta say about hady's performance todayy. he was awesome. hes last song. the "you gave me wings ", is my ultimate favourite already. i mean the song kinda brought back something from the past and i nearly teared. looking at him gives me the chills mann. haha, as if. even if johnathan wins tomorrow, i wont b disappointed cos both of the top 2 are great. extremely. so its all good.
first day of fasting.
its not bad laa, i should say. hung out with a few loves just now and planned to write the lyrics but didnt cos all of us wasnt inspired enough laaa. it was so hard. hahaha. hoping it turns out well. im already on study leave ! woohooo ! tomorrow schooling at 10. im all geared up to study already starting cos N's its the next week. =) so im striving hard now.
haha.
im not sleepy ! hahaha !
im lost.
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[23 Sep 2006|03:45pm] |
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happy 8th birthday, niece !
okayy, they're going swimming and i so wanted to go too. but i got frustrated with the fat bitch and at last didnt bothered to laaaa. freaking siaa that woman. i dun even wanna talk about it. it was such a small matter and yet she thinks shes always rightt. she thinks too much of herself already laaaaa. annoying ! or mayb shes just jealous. well, you're getting old, fatty. tough luck !
second time today.
yesterday was so hoping we'd go to the light up of the bazaar and it was off. dammit ! so went out with amira.
it was damn fun. we're composing songs mann. damn cute and damn funny. next time meeting up with amira, we're going to write down the lyrics. its like living up the dreams mann.
haha.
3SM family. woohoooo ! lovelove !
im bored ! freak !
just as i thought. shit.
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[21 Sep 2006|07:48pm] |
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okayy. have not been attending school.
mashita was all, " having vacation isssit?". haha.
well, three days last week and two days this week.
confirm im going to school tomorrow for the report book. then its study leave ! hoooorayyy ! friggin happy mann. then the week after its N's already ! gosh thats fast. planning to burn next week and study. brush up biology and english and definately maths. freaking mannn. and art !! omgg ! art is like never ending. from prelim paper two to N paper two. sheeshhh ! getting headache. but cann do it laaa. ahak ! and ive heard a good, goody news. heeee! yap knows whatt im talking about.
fasting is in 3 days time. its really fast. and before the departure of Cikgu Rathia, she had discussed with many students about holding a celebration in school for hari raya. i so miss her. goodnessss !! k, anyways.
cannot wait for hari raya mannn. hmmm, whatts this year's colour for baju kebaya? HAHA. and are we painting the house this year? hmmmmm. =D just cannot wait.
so school today was okayy. english was abit sleepy during the 5 minute break and slept thru siaa. haha. that was about 15 minutes left until the next period. cann laaaa. then after that, had small lunch in school then watched my malay dancers do the syf dance. omgg, it was so nice. haha. and ive managed to catch a few steps and im so gonna practice. LOL ! i cant wait for that also.
and im praying so hard that i'll get up to sec 5. i dun care if its a waste of time or whatt. O level cert is so very impt and i doubt i can afford taking private. actually i wouldnt want also. i would be more lazierrr ! and this lazy-ness is already bad enough. its like taking over my life now. freaking !!
its been a long time coming and to think im still dreaming. HAHA !
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[16 Sep 2006|11:27pm] |
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okayyy, reached home at 2215 just now. freaking tired.
went over to sis's bestie's place, preparing for her one year baby girl's birthday party tomorrow.
im in charge of the games prizes and the registration and stuffs.
its gonna be a grand event uhh.
like as if its the baby's engagement.
im serious.
the baby's, skyler's, parents ordered a buffet and made orders from multiple of friends for tomorrow's occasion.
so makan-makan will be so shiok.
haha.
anyways, i love the name, skyler. skyler rae. coooL huh. i tot they wanted may or something.
haha.
its gonna be held at some achorvale hall. some place near their house.
so, its gonna b fun.
at least there's some fun rather than all the things thats been happening.
im just gonna give up soon, siaa.
i dunnno why im getting all frustrated whenever i see and think about it.
like i keep thinking they're freaking stupid then i'll forget and when i think about it again, i get so fed-up.
why uhh?
i get angry then i start shouting at sis or the kids. even momma i'll tend to give rude gestures to her.
im not doing it on purpose, its just that i get irritated.
freaking eyy.
wth !
anyways, heard from classmates yesterday that school has granted study leave.
i was jumping when i heard abt it laaa. okayy i wasnt jumping literally but got happy.
HAHA.
this mon they'll inform from when to when.
hmmmm.
and i miss my 3SMs and farah.
long time no see sia, farah and nanii.
i love you four, soo much.
and also my chipmunks.
loves alot. <3 !!
haish.
=)
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[15 Sep 2006|10:42am] |
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im at home !
wheeheee !
haha.
k anyways, i felt sick this morning thats way. for real.
and its raining now.
loves it. =)
okayy. went to school yesterday. it was okayy, i guess. had only maths lesson which was at the end of the day. so during art, painted the new pac room door. and english, did some comprehension worksheet. slacked laaa rightt.
so after school went home straight. took 31 with mashita as she was on her way to meet with her friend at tampines. so sleep, sleep until 420 when i realized i was suppose to meet up with amira to study at 430. panicked and rushed like hell. and left house at 5 plus. lucky she wasnt alone when i reached the place. haha. so studied ard 8 then rushed home cos of singapore idol. hahaa. wahh, just as i predicted. jasmine's out. huahua. and im damn sad, why arent we granted study leave siaa. seriously. hmmm. not like now im all geared up to concentrate in school anyways and i get too many distractions in school.
nguek nguek !!!
=)
so, ive been thinking whats exactly has been going on with the world right now. keep hearing people dying almost too sudden and it sickens the shit outta me. and people keep saying appreciate someone cos you'll might never get the chance to tell the person how you feel. so how many of the population out there is actually doing that. i agree about the fact that many of us tend to see that person through its bad side and we close one eye to its good side. and though its normal but we too must be observant enough and realize why the person is there. it must b for a reason. and when you start closing one eye and just keep talking about the person without realizing that they might be hurt, is utterly and disgustingly selfish. and it ended with fights and arguements. then you'll realize whats actually missing. but then again no ones perfect and everybody makes mistakes and i guess the world's gonna just evolve and will only spin in that sentence huh without anyone finally waking up and begin to make a change. well, my point is you're fated to know that person is for a reason and in a lilttle way or another that person does make a difference in your life. so start being more appreciative cos realizing alone is not enough.
and its time someone let you know.
okayy, im hungry.
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[12 Sep 2006|03:04pm] |
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okayyy.
im at home !
haha.
yup, didnt attend school today.
i felt abit weak this morning so i continued sleeping and when i woke up at 10 just now.
FUH ! hahaha.
i feel so refreshed.
its funny and i dont know why.
=)
okayy, accompanied momma and my youngest niece, Tatyana to the docs at tampines 100+ area. her usual doc. sister didnt wann bring her? why ehh? hmmm. so after that, went to tampines mall ate at long john. momma's first time. HAHA. she ordered some grill fish thing and i swear it wasnt delicious at all. in the end, she ate mine's and niece's combo one. haiyakk. okayy, suppose to meet my aunt there. but my aunt misinterpret me and waited for us at KFC. haiyoo. we waited for an hour and a half for my aunt. at last we spotted her at the usual place where she and momma would meet. haha. damn cute. went window shopping and i saw this nice black puma bag siaa. im gonna get it and momma said she'll get it tomorrow for me. im HOPING !! =)
anyways, im going out now.
heeee !
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[09 Sep 2006|09:34pm] |
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okayy, i so hate the above pic laa, haiyakk !
but nevermind. actually i had fun meddling with the navigations and stuff.
so im sticking to this for awhile.
=)
anyways, WENT OUT TODAY !!
woohooo.
relief okayy. freaking. HAHA.
so went studying. went to KFC first cos i was craving for it. HAHA. the sudden crave and amira wanted to also.
afterwards we proceeded to the block where we always hang at. ahmad came over then Is. study. i did my bio o level tys cos i bet my bio teacher would wanna go thru the tys when we returned to school next week. confirm. so almost finish it. ohh, i hate respiration. HAHA. okayy, didnt exactly concentrate fully cos they got distracted of my singing. woohooo. you know when you're too bored, you just gotta do something else. in my case, i sing. HAHA. so i did. ahmad got effing irritated by me but i know he didnt mind. reached home at 8pm. not bad eyy. hafta learn to be back home early laaaa. N's around the corner siow ! hahaa.
=)
many many loves for those sitting for their prelims next week. the o level candidates that is. =)
if need stress relief, call me.
HAHA.
=)
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[08 Sep 2006|09:40pm] |
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okayy just change blog's layout again.
haha.
just trying out new stuffs.
i dun like the top picture but what the hell laaaa. =)
anyways, FRIDAY !
BORING !!
deadly.
no one ask me out. =(
and not to let momma get all upset with me.
i stayed at home.
been watching MTV only siaa.
nice friday.
haha.
mum's not at home. she went over to her sis in law's place as usual. as every weekend there's where she'll be.
shes there having fun and im here all bored. hmph !!
i miss you, mummy !!
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[07 Sep 2006|09:51pm] |
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woah. ive missed you, blog. ive realize it been awhile now. haha. okayy craps.
Wednesday :
in the morning, woke freaking early not cos of exams but cos we had a plan for our former beloved art teacher. =) had breakfast at east coast macdonalds and slacked at the beach. and yes it was nine in the morning when we were there. it was fun. =) took pics. beautiful. haha.
met up with my long lost cousin.okayy this cousin of mine here is actually my friend's boyfren for a year and 2 months now. the whole time when i was looking thru her pics of her and her boyfren, i didnt recognize the guy's face at all. i swear i thought he was just some cute guy. only when i saw she upload her newpic in friendster did i realize that its HIM ! i freaked, panicked, surprised, excited all at once. its been close to 11 years we've not seen each other so imagine how happy i was when i finally found him. haha. he too shared the same emotions and i just couldnt wait to meet up with him. HAHA. and when i did, dang ! that boy's tall. im approximately 23 cm shorter than him. yup, its true. i practically hafta strained my neck each time i look at him and whenever he speaks i couldnt hear. HAHA. yup, thats how much of a diff when you're wednesday and lurch from the adams family. haha. he hasnt change abit. then went over to his place meet up with his family. my other cousins and aunt. really missed them alot. something happen between my family and his thats why i havent seen him for so long. its a grown-up thing when they told me 10 years ago. haha. but im glad we're in contact now. =) so glad. after that, went to meet amira and ahmad. the three of us were bored then we started engaged in alot of topics. it was fun ehh ! =)
today :
met up with my SMs play pool at bedok valley eight together with nani's cousins. fun yo. love my girls. ; )hung out with ahmad and yana again after that. snap snap, eat eat. boredd? then we proceed home. okayy, argued with momma today. she keeps saying i dun study. she really dun know what shes talking about sometimes. she dun see me study at home but how to?! the kids are irritating. and i know ive been going out everyday this week.. nvm, about that already.
paul twohill out today.
=)
nevermind. i agree with ken, he does have the weakest voice now in the competition.
happy 17th birthday sis.
haha.
=)
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okay. its been awhile now. really lazy to update actually and cos today was social studies N, i did go online for awhile only yesterday. so, didnt exactly had the time to update.
okay, so had malay N on yesterday and social N today.. hoping to pass social and praying i manage to do well for malay. haiyakk.
yesterday was the first N level paper and of cos its mother tongue. okayy, as you've read about my previous post that i'll do something about getting the A and i actually did. though i went for moe's chalet the previous night and reached home at 10. well it was only when sis called laaa. reached home tho feeling all pissed and shit, still read the idioms list plus my malay story book. well, you hafta read to improve and believe me, it works. huahua. when finish doing the malay paper, i still got half an hour and usually i would sleep after that but i didnt this time. i stayed up til the paper finish to keep checking and checking. whether my answers were wrong or not, i dunnno but i still kept checking. i dun care laaa. im striving. HAHA. then afterwards, met up with my spf maths tutor and study social together. =)
today had malay listening at 8 in the morning then the radio announced that it will only start at 830. like, wahlao ! we came all drenched at 8 then start at 830. sheeeshh ! waited for half an hour doing nothing but listening to d radio playing it songs laa. thenn, after that farah came over to study social. we did laa, okayy. i think it went in cos i manage to write down the points. hoping they are the right ones laaa. and spf maths teacher, you're right. separation and merger did come out. haha. damn you're smart. but i didnt do that. :p i did the britain question. and i bet many, many of us chose that question too. i was hoping for education in 21st century to come out but it didnt. idiot. nvm, nvm. i know i did the best i could. okayy, farah and i reached late for the paper. we were suppose to b there like by 130. we came at 150 when everyone was already seated. HAH ! after social paper i swear my form teacher made me embarrassed laaaa. you see, i brought two of my best pens into the examination hall then when i was about to finsh up my source-based answers the ink just ran out on me. i took the other one and it's ink finished too. i panicked laaa siow. HAHA. scared the points all lost from my head. and i didnt wanna ask the chief examiner, HAHA. so i waited for my form teacher to come back after sending one of my classmates to toilet. and after the paper, shes like next time bring 3 to 4 pens cos some of you brought two and to your luck both pens ran out of ink. i swore people around me were laughing at ME laaa. sheeeshh. whateverrr. then go home with zoe, she went to get her cheezy hearts for her sis thenn HOME.
sis just scolded for nothing !! she thinks im still having exams tomorrow. SIOW ! then when am i gonna take a rest this holiday laaaa. stoops. okayy tired, wanna sleeeep. =)
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thats the secret ! didnt attend school. and i dont intend to since they're giving tribute to my beloved Cikgu and such. i rather pass. im not that strong to ' tahan '. and HAPPY TEACHERS DAY ! to all that has teached me in KC. and not forgetting former primary school, Yumin. cos without you, where else could i expand my source of knowledge at. HAHA. like real siaa. but come to think of it, its true? mayb. then again. hee !
OK !
went to meet my 3SMs at nani's crib. then followed mira home since nani went back to her primary school. i couldnt be bothered laaa to go back to yumin. i bet majority of the teachers i know has left. HAHA. so no point. old peeps? i doubt they came back laaa. and anyways, i have stopped visiting that old school since last year. so, what for i come back laaa. =)
then went chilling. chill, chill and more chill. haha.
and damn ! i just heard from my beloved farah that ive gotten 51 for art. of all the years, four years in KC, theres NEVER a time ive gotten 50 over for art. NEVER ! not even the time when Mr Lau was around. NEVER siaaa. freaking sad man. very. i guess i should have put in more effort uhh. damN ! and whoever did dissed about me just because she gotten ONE mark higher than me. FUCK YOU LAAA ! this is only THE FIRST you've gotten higher than me. GET A LIFE ! just because i didnt attend school, what? it gives you the right to talk bad about me huh?! and please i paint soo much better than you fuckk. i dont go "help teacher help" ! freak laa bitch ! argh !
ive never thought that your bitching until like this sia ! WTF mann, seriously !
and life has never gotten any better. now its about my loved ones. they expect me to understand. and so i did only it took quite long laa. but still, i did. and ive changed. fuckkinn they expect more now. i think ive understand too much until they've start thinking about themselves. now, my feelings dun matter anymore. fuckerrrs ! whateverr uhh. ive decided to give up already. on something i held on so tight too. and im gonna let go. =)
fuckk off all !
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